Realization

How can I keep lieng to everyone when they ask me how my running is doing. Right now it doesn't exist, but I keep telling them "Oh, it's coming along." I mean like people I haven't seen in awhile, but have seen me on facebook talking about it or has heard it through friends are asking me. I feel like a failure. I feel like a poser. I men, people are asking me for advice at work on how to do this or cook that, and honestly I haven't cooked in my kitchen for two weeks. We will meet people for dinner...my hubbies parents will take us out...we ordered pizza last night!

I've also noticed that my blogging has almost dissapeared. This is the only thing that kept be going at the beginning. I noticed that when I stopped getting up early to blog and workout, that's when I started to slip.

So, what are my plans and goals for May?

Plan: Wake up early Monday-Friday to work out someway and blog. You guys need to help keep me on check with this!! Eat out only once every two weeks. This will require some serious planning.

Goal: My goal for May is to lose 6 pounds. Sounds simple enough. My body just doesn't drop 2 or 3 pounds a week. It never has, so 6 pound sthis month sounds like a good number to strive for.

Sorry I haven't been updating this blog very much. I can tell by loss of commenting, that my followers aren't following. So I am going ot try my best to make my posts a little more interesting.

Confession: I have been eating crap and not doing anything about it.

Cheer: I haven't given up. By now I would have just ignored it and moved on. I also worked out in the yard with my hubby laying grass squares. That was a pretty good workout!