Really stressed

Life is just getting complicated. Fighting with hubby is getting worse. It all comes down to me wanting the perfect job for me and him being a jackass about it. I'm really upset about it because jobs jobs like this don't come around that often and I am really unhappy in the position I am right now. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE the teachers I work with, but the kids are horrible. I work in a ghetto part of Houston with a ton of gangs, drugs, and violence. I don't want my kids to grow up with it, so this job would be perfect for me. The area is better, they could attend the same school as me, and the commute is 100 times better.

All it boils down to is that my husband wants a really expensive car. I found a sitter who would watch the boys for the same price I am watching them now, so money is no longer the problem. Then what is it? He can't give me a really good excuse on why I shouldn't get this new job. Money is no longer a problem. I just don't get it.

So after a temper tantrum where he threw stuff around the house and stomped around yelling, he is now packing his stuff up and going who knows where. I'm just going to let him act all big and bad. Don't worry, the kiddos are asleep right now, so they don't see us fighting.

I will let you know more later.

Confession: I am super depressed now. I really could care less what I am eating.

Cheer: I started a Weightloss Program at my school and on Monday we have our first meeting. I have 12 people signed up and I made this really cool powerpoint and everything! I will post Monday night how it went. Wish me luck!