Okay, so I have not had internet for awhile because our Norton Anti-virus went out. My hubby wouldn't let me get on to post incase their was a virus around.
I have been so lost without this blog!!! I have been eating so badly!! I am miserable!! I feel so guilty about the things that have happened since my last post. I fell of the wagon big time. Can you believe that? It was like one mistake after another. I didn't care what went into my mouth. I did exercise, but not to my full potential.
This week is over and I need to get back on track. I was so close to giving up. Why do we do this to ourselves? Why do we put it in our head that we are just going to fail anyways, so why even try? You're never going to get there, so why bother? I always do this to myself when I diet. I always give up after about a month. But, not this time. This time I will do it!!!
Tomorrow morning I will get back in the saddle and do a new workout video I bought last week. I will not let my food be who I am.
Confession: I almost ate a whole box of girl scout cookies, I drank a regular Dr. Pepper a few times...actually the list of horrible things are too long to list. And you know what? Tonight I want to go to cici's pizza and chow down.
Cheer: I am not giving up!!!
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